I have not written for awhile. I’m delighted that I finished radiation treatment last week. Sleeping an extra hour in the morning is wonderful. But while I continue forward others do not. Yesterday I lost a wonderful colleague to lung cancer. He and I did chemotherapy around the same time last year and we exchanged various emails about our experiences. It seems so unfair that one person can move forward and the other does not get that option. It seems so unfair that the world just continues. It is just unfair. I will miss his warm smile and kindness but I’m glad that his pain is gone. Although the cancer is different, it is difficult to not think about the end. Where is my end?